For Today
For today, I am sad.
It sucks you know... I have these days, Mom, that are SO GREAT, and even though I miss you more than life itself, I do o.k. that you aren't here physically to share these moments with me now. I think of you, and I wish for a moment, but I know in my heart, you will always be with me.
Then, I have days like today. I am just sad. And I miss you. And I really need you right now. And it just isn't fair that you aren't here. Other people have their mom's to hug and hold and have them say everything is going to be o.k. Why can't you be here?
I realize that I have grown up so much since you have been gone. I guess I really didn't have much of a choice. But just because I am grown up, doesn't mean that from time to time, that I don't need to have my mom. Because I do.
Today,
Today I do.
I just wish you were here.
That's all.
It sucks you know... I have these days, Mom, that are SO GREAT, and even though I miss you more than life itself, I do o.k. that you aren't here physically to share these moments with me now. I think of you, and I wish for a moment, but I know in my heart, you will always be with me.
Then, I have days like today. I am just sad. And I miss you. And I really need you right now. And it just isn't fair that you aren't here. Other people have their mom's to hug and hold and have them say everything is going to be o.k. Why can't you be here?
I realize that I have grown up so much since you have been gone. I guess I really didn't have much of a choice. But just because I am grown up, doesn't mean that from time to time, that I don't need to have my mom. Because I do.
Today,
Today I do.
I just wish you were here.
That's all.
posted by sue | 3:53 PM
